Saturday, February 23, 2019

Recalling my youth part II

You could say, we have come w long way from the mind of a child's imagination, who believes in the magic of rainbows and the trapping of a prince as a toad only needing to be licked as true, and for every toad around the world, some might put.

The same can be said by the use of sarcasms and the flattery of showing muscle or reciting affirmations and contexts.

The very ways all in one as all of one are the same and share the growing uniformed singularity of smell and taste, as being an aid or replaced at sometime of conflicting sized war of silence from twice decades of social intergration of faith and religion, as a population of studded and remade growth multiplied as a whole image of those seeking expression beyond hippie styled awakening and context, like authenticity in generational and individualism. (Non-uniformity; militian-uniformity)

The gift of communication and music are two things I have always excelled in along with the context of linguistics and it's words and the ability to ; of expressing terms of nuetrol and professional sized Calibre from their contexts of expressions.
With singers to sing and understand how to make words your weapon, the only thing further from being boring is being racially uniformed and not having any personality or identity of your own , not being able to be and individual, wether an adult or a child , though any age of living maturity,  as with the same construct of time and maturity being a writter means as I also am, means expressing your ideals you options of our, oppion, our own interpretation and opinions are the ways back by spirit to our bodies and to communicate with the all knowings.

Being male and having a purpose as some state, or being a leader and have a prophetic ability to lead others is the way to return back from those sources ounce again, not made in love, lust and not determined to be defined by sex much less to need an equal and partner or companion by others of their own destination can be found in or at.

I have always been groomed, talked about by failed to love and help family, however having the gift of writing, or singing, or sexual pleasure, of being a spirit guide for others, of being a male or female and a follower of Jesus Christ a believer of Allah God, have never found a home or joy, peace and freedom, for myself to need another house or home, my faith and my life wisdom alone have been enough as he-she says and I don't have doubts where being a sinner and death and dying reside in my heart from words alone, because I'm my personal life, in having been closer to the Lord and having and knowing, I can remember a healthy and happy relationship that never failed, never left, only grew, and never hurt me, or groomed me for charecter, I have had faith that can't be made or bought or barrowed but strengthed by what God himself has made me, a wealth in it that they alone give and replenish and have granted me. . .

Defining my wealth and my faith is never respectful to heard asked, look at me, listen to me, understand me, no man is alone even when dead or if Frozen in ice.

Sometimes ; usually ; mostly ; when ; then ; occasionally ; every so often; here and there... that's the differences I make when I move alone and when looking for a home I have made of my own out of love.
So if I've not ever known a women beyond her mind and body, by the words of #nsfw+ ghost then what does she matter? If my only love is trying to let the past be, and go to be the only person who is? 

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