So I won't like, kid had a dope sense of Camille, like he would be the one person if they was older I would want to hookup and date with.
Being on two different pages and venting to a million different international voices and ears is not my style of where I would find myself going in nights away from him but I think after fronting face to face my passion for being able to wrote about him into and enfj like i ambercerted the feelings of not just laughing at what wanders me and what finds me as wanting and being curious, when I don't usually go for the brains over the beauty than the brand, recalling east side and Miami.
Well first how do I put that was as nice of a nasty set down of a read I could possibly read just then, I'm pretty sure it is both insulting and rude in a heterosexual ambigously ,oversized and lying way to describe my truth about privacy of a private nature not subjected to the sex that only bears children from method rather than sumbission of context. +You don't want to go down that road, it's a closed leg ideal.
So here's the thing I don't do long distance anything well, hence every relationship I couldn't drive or see mostly and was separated from, not working. I have to Tavel short distances for small things as a homebody introvert and I have no ipulse to travel long times as an extrovert for weak desires.
Him and I were 2 hours apart, i work 15 stores away from him and i was so happy from the first to the last time that i saw him, i didn't and knew both times i would never forget him and his presence for my life.
somehow everyones marriage and furtutee of mypast relationshi in the flow of their dy, im number uno and a btch in cosmic wss that i csn share nd fuck up an explanation as to what a condom is thuroughly in a formula on how i write and like to sperate my mind and timeand personality and keep things uiet so as to be more contextuallyfluid about modern issues faced for thos whom are good and have bad things happen to them even if self believed and relatibly my someone whos close and relable in toic enough to help ad kno.
He was 5ft 5in" tall and was mixed with Puerto Rican and and half white and black I think, had pretty gray blue eye contacts and was metro sexual as much as a hetero-flexible guy could be. A scorpio and a fire sign like me, so the passion of love I had for him was big and hot, and he was close to my age I think only a month apart, and although he was shorter I was very much attracted to his hung size penis, which wasn't enough to keep my gay side of wanting even still not to have sex- not to be just a gay penis fear loving, and btm.
He was the first person I ever guy that I dated, and thinking back on the past I still feel he was the influenced part that made me attracted to the other men I found myself attracted to, bevause he was thick, he was aggressive. he was classy, a thug, a later back, a silent force homebody with an alpha personality and who could tame and control me and my wild was and really see me for his own, and it was simething that although I'm a little ashamed to say is still a normal way of dating habit to me when looking at guys, is that they have some atrribute or quality as I had with laugh, whom was even a taller and much like 89+% like idea version of this man whom was and is my first love and in both ways both male and female. So when I discovered him by bliss and during a lonely and lgtbqac time where I wanted to be with another hay male, I wanted to be their female, their partner and have a friend and lover, the first man I think of everything time even without picture or sound, makes my body tingle and my heart beat, just his smell and his soft lips.
*broken ~ is not how I would describe my ideal of being a soul mate, I'm just not ready to relaxed my hearts walls for others yet. I want to enjoy myself and my youth and body, share my adult life and grow wiser first+ †.
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